Strange night, unusual dream about a rainstorm and 20m hight waves, so many colours and sounds and a different kind of fear. A sudden awakening at 6.50 am. The first thing I see is the most amaizing rainbow ever, the perfect shape and pure colours. I get outside, in the fresh morning air and see the 2nd rainbow, almost like a shadow. Maybe the sky has his own shadows, after all...
It's a moment of peace and silence and joy. I'm thinking: here, on the Earth, our shadows are...black and faded and disappear during the day. On the other hand, this rainbow seems to bond the sky to us. Its shadow is not dark and it lasts through the day and comes in colours. I see it like a promise to us, a promise of hope, love and forgiveness. Though i feel like there's something more to it, I take a few photos, smile to the sky and fall asleep for 15 more minutes.
It's 7.10 am. I get up, it's raining and the first thing i hear is that M.J. is gone. As in forever gone. I grew up with his music and couldn't wait for this summer to go to his concert. In all the sadness of the moment, I look up to the sky and remember the rainbow this morning and it finally makes sense. This time, i don't think it was a coincidence. I really believe it was a sign from M.J.'s spirit.
I never believed all the bad things they said about him. Just look at him smiling and ask yourself if someone with that kind of smile can do anything to hurt the others. His music, his words...everything came from a trully loving heart. He was human,too. What's funny is that I never saw the colour of his skin, I didn't care he was man or woman, really...i didn't. All I saw was a big smile, the dancing steps and always felt the music. So..thank you for the music, M.J.!
Now, i feel the music in the colours of the sky and in the whispers of the wind. The candle burns through the night, for the last 7 nights and never fades away. And I dream to be a free spirit, to live my life with grace and never to waste any moment.
Let it rain....! heal the world...! just good friends, Billie Jean...! black or white, you are not alone...!
Dangerous...dirty Diana...! smooth criminal, they don't care about us...! Thriller: We are the world...!
